Miss J., Sorella Amore Financial on YouTube speaks to your points often. She's a self-made millionaire from traveling the world and posting selfies on Instagram.

But she releases a new video 2x per week, all about the forces of evil and how money can be used for good, and how some are using it for their own rise in power over fellow humans.

In a video from late 2021, she says there are three books that have revolutionized her thinking about money:

* Rich Dad, Poor Dad, by Robert Kiyosaki

* Think and Grow Rich, by Napoleon Hill

* The Richest Man in Babylon, George S. Clason

If you've yet to read these works, I highly recommend them. They each are focused on changing a person's perspective on money.

Kiyoksai also has YouTube posts, but I only watched a few as he is rude and arrogant. But his book has a more polished simple story to help one learn about and change their mindset on money for the better.

Hope this is helpful.

Proud for you in gaining courage to share. Keep it up! -- Donny

PS: the latest from Sorella Amore: https://youtu.be/DpE5cBgl11U

PSS: This is the video where she advocates the three books: https://youtu.be/pmNElYI7tv4